March 7, 2008

but i haven't met you yet

Oh my dear Bloggeerrrr!!!

I miss you a lottt. *kiss* *smooch* *hug*

Oh how I miss the privacy you give me. I know that Multiply isn't any popular than you, but you never tell everyone whenever I put a new post. Huwahahahaa..

So let's start!

It just occurred to me that my ex-big-crush has finally finished his undergrad study and is getting ready for the graduation day as of tomorrow. He is 2 years older than I am and I had this ultra-huge crush on him when I was in high school, and I still have this tiny little crush on him now. It came as a funny fact that we're now both in the same degree of (required) maturity. I used to look up to him every time I tried to define an ideal man; perfect in an imperfect way and a man whom you'd be looking for advice to.

*grin*

Oh anyhow, congrats, hey you! (though i know you won't read this) As my cousin said to me when I passed the 1.5 hours of nightmarish trial, "Welcome to the jungle!". Now I wonder again where he'll end up after this, just like I did when he graduated high school.

*smirk*

To think that I now fill in as a backing vocal for his band.. it would be a crazy dream that'll make me breathless if that idea was proposed back in my high-school days. So thank you God, and I know this gift is yours whenever should You wish to take it. It made me want to write a letter to my highschool-self telling that everything will be a great journey, and to warn never to lose my head and to enjoy myself more. Hehe..

I should do that myself now, shouldn't I? ;)