i'll take whatever i can get?

I just downloaded Zu's latest album, Carboniferous, that scores 83 on Metacritic so far. It's apparently not ear-friendly, nor harmony-friendly. But I guess this is the kind of music I'd like to hear after unpleasant minor events that ruined my day.

It goes without saying that working on weekend sucks big time. I have to finish 6-7 reports by either Monday or Tuesday. I'm currently on Report # 3.

Adding to that, here's the unpleasant minor eventa:

1. I was bothered again. By someone I don't really want to talk to and to talk about.

2. I just found out that my crush has hooked up. Yeah, the crush who got me feeling I am doing the 4 kilometers running test everytime we get in touch. Out of breath and tired.

Am I cursed? :(