a letter to a friend

a letter to a friend

Hello there,

I've been your friend for more than 3 years and I have not filed any problem to you until right now. Oh yes, I'm going to. I'm sorry if this creates you any discomfort but I just don't know how to solve it by myself.

I tried. Before. Once. When you tried your best to be everything for her; her boyfriend, her bestfriend, her keeper. I was happy for you, I really do. I wasn't happy with us, tho'. You neglected me after you got a girl in your arms. But I never gave up on you then, didn't I?

I know you believe that friends are not made, they just happen. I agree with you. But I'm a big fan of balance and two-way willpower, also. Hence, even if it's meant to be, that's also because we tried - no matter how small our effort was. So I hope you're not thinking of leaving our friendship to the hands of fate - while you were busy chasing girls.

But enough about me. Let's get to you. Don't go all out pouring yourself to another girl. You told me yourself that you also believe that relationships also happen; you can't help it. Take it slow. You have the tendency to be a selfless giver towards the girls you like. That's charming and I'd also kill for a guy like that. But remember the last time you gave your everything? Remember when you said you probably was too nice for your own good?

Yeah, don't be like that again. You'd exhaust yourself. You won't be able to give your friends any deep and genuine attention.

Hey, I admit I'm less attractive than her to you. Or than any of your ex-girlfriends for that matter. And I know by heart I am not your ideal wife or the perfect mother for your children. And yeah, I also did neglect you when I gave my all to a boyfriend - why do you think I'm telling you this, ha? We both learned the hard way.

But I'd never leave you with a broken heart or keep you hanging on. And I hope that fact alone counts for you to hear me out.

(Okay, so I created some dramas or probably too fussy sometimes. Sorry. That's just me being a girl.)