today's ascertainments

Today I realized:

1. I've lost genuine compassion after series of loss. Not that I can't be compassionate again, no. I'm implying that now it takes quite an effort to feel sympathetic or compassionate toward a person who doesn't make it to my Favorite People list. But fear not, dear reader, you can easily tell when my affection is sincere.
2. I believe my future Mr. Awesome is an ITB graduate and he's gonna be tall. (please make this come true, God)
3. Maybe I was high on happiness-inducing substance when it happened, but I could recall the feeling of being on a date while actually not being on a date.
4. Somehow I can't help feeling sad that some of my good friends aren't "kids" anymore. Not that I'm not happy they've finally graduated, but because they will be going into different directions. :( *Graduation Blues Alert!*
5. I think I know why Dad wants me to be in a stable relationship. If anything happens to him, at least I still have my sister and my future significant other.

And I think that's it.. 

Cheerio!