October 19, 2009

totally random

If you look at my photos and get introduced to me for the first time, you'd think I was an ordinary person. When you get to know me better, you'd think I was one of the nicest people on earth but also timid. When you've spent a lot of time with me and get lucky by being there when a crisis strikes me, you'd rethink your perception about me.

I always fail to believe that I am an ordinary person. I just happen to look like one. I also have a strong stance on my beliefs. Sometimes my words would hurt people and sometimes I look down on them who're just being ordinary, prefer mainstream stuffs, and laughs at too-famous jokes. Yes, I'm sorry, I am that snobbish.

But before you dis-befriended me, I secretly wish I was any other ordinary human being. Any other ordinary human being would still have his/her mother around, has a few ex-boy/girlfriends, gets to school and wouldn't worry about being pushed for Master degree, gets a decent (and probably boring) job and gets a decent pay. You know, the thing you'd see on an old American family series.

:D

I'm not being disgrateful. Well, sometimes I am, but not right now.

2 thoughts aloud:

nilna04 said...

I don't have few ex-boyfriend around, don't have a job and of course a decent pay, and being pushed to take master degree...
So I'm not ordinary too...hahahaa
*damn, I'm quite stress of this status* XD XD

-ay- said...

yes, we're obviously not ordinary na. tapi jgn dibikin setres buuu :-*