it's not the same of having you here

He's finally going to a different island and we're gonna have a semi long-distance relationship. This is totally new to me.

I know I'm not abandoned, but I'd still prefer not being left behind. It's always been my issue since I was a child.

And at this time of my life, I'm actually one of those easy quitters. I even think I may have given up on getting myself applied for next year's postgraduate program.

So yeah, I've had thoughts about quitting early. I know, I'm such an awful person, you don't need to tell me that.

But I'm not quitting. Because he's such a good catch and he's not a quitter. Plus, it's such a lame excuse to quit and it'd make me a friend less.

I really hope we can work this out. Amen.